[ that's really the only thing even vaguely making him feel a bit better — the fact that if he glances up from his tablet phone thing, he can look at gab being an adorable sleepy bundle over junpei's legs.
(he's sort of avoiding looking at junpei, though, mostly because he knows he's upset and afraid that him being upset is, incidentally, also upsetting junpei, which. he doesn't want to happen, and if he's ignoring the evidence of it then he doesn't have to feel guilty about it.) ]
it's just stupid innit? i should've known better. i know better
it's all easy to say "hey sorry you died" and platitudes like that and then when it's about whether those who are dead are worth continuing to exist, no, they can just be condemned to die again
why wouldn't they? as soon as you're dead you stop mattering. how you died doesn't matter, that you're dead doesn't matter
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(he's sort of avoiding looking at junpei, though, mostly because he knows he's upset and afraid that him being upset is, incidentally, also upsetting junpei, which. he doesn't want to happen, and if he's ignoring the evidence of it then he doesn't have to feel guilty about it.) ]
it's just stupid innit? i should've known better. i know better
it's all easy to say "hey sorry you died" and platitudes like that and then when it's about whether those who are dead are worth continuing to exist, no, they can just be condemned to die again
why wouldn't they? as soon as you're dead you stop mattering. how you died doesn't matter, that you're dead doesn't matter