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incorrigibles) wrote2024-07-01 08:29 pm
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incorrigibles) wrote2024-07-01 08:29 pm
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look, i tried to do the whole "what if i just don't tell him anything" thing, yeah? in case he went home, in case it hurt too much. and then i realised that what hurt far worse was the thought he'd have been here and not have any idea how much he means to me
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... i do miss him.
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just, start slow? like, talk to him. hang out with him for a bit. and if he's still alive and kicking in two or three weeks, then think about it again?
i just want you to be happy, jinx. and it sounds like you could be, with him
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he does make me laugh. hes the biggest dork i know, and fun to pick on. ekko and i have been enemies for years, so he knows me inside and out, and i know him inside and out.
we had to know each other's everything for combat reasons and all. but now? it feels deeper. him knowing what im thinking, what im feeling, or what im about to do seconds before i do it. he always knows whats coming. he was one of the firsts who knew how to handle me. not many can or. know what to do with me.
probaaabbbly sounds weird to everyone else, but...its this unique thing we got going. and it feels good.
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so... don't lose it, yeah?
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are u like that with ur stud?
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but i guess we're sort of getting there. we don't have years of fighting each other to build on, you know? just what we've got here. but he gets me, and i get him, and we're both trying to be better for each other.
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